Life as I know it

Tiring Day

2011-10-11T00:34:00.000+08:00

I opened my bedroom door today,
Just to be greeted by the morning waltz from the birds.
Oh, this is what a morning is like...
It's been a pretty long time since I last saw the rays of rising sun
slowly replacing the darkness in my living room.
Not that I woke up at 7 am like a normal human being,
it's just that I didn't give my petty eyes and brain a rest last night.
Blame the medical school and upcoming exam for that.
It was a real bad choice anyway.
Regrets come together with those tiny little monsters ,
as if playing soccer in my head,
running through my head from back and forth
and bumping into my meninges at times.
Eye lids...
I wonder how you managed to gain weight while you maintain your shape.
And my stomach has been having a rebellion
against my logically thought everything through Brain.
The little J shaped region on my body map
Has been sending her Acidic army
To travel through the tunnel of Oesophagus
Hoping they might reach the brain ..
( I might say they hv a pretty bad scout in this case, no way esophagus will lead to brain.).
Fingers say they wanna stop moving.
Brain says he wanna stop thinking.
My bed is being Sexy, seducing me all the way.
Gradually, movements become slower slower slower
And auto shut downnnnnnnnnnn..........
P.S no it's not a poem. Not even close.

I'm just tooo stressed!. and becoming Cranky!.

Alzheimer's

2011-10-10T06:46:00.000+08:00

She first heard its onset

In the sudden staccato rhythm of her speech,

In the gradual diminishing of brilliant memory…

From chord to arpeggio.

Though largely confined

To the minimalistcomposition of her nursing home room,

She still insists that theaide

Help her daily with a blackgown

And wrap her hair in a bun.

Positioned on her bench

With the straight-backedposture

She assumed as a concertpianist,

She sits at her only window

And watches the dimminuendo of light

From afternoon to evening,

Evening to dusk and dusk

To the endlessly repeated

étude of the night,

Each of her long slender fingers

Swaying like the windingdown

Needle of a metronome

Larry D Thomas

Credits to Dr. Kyan Aung for including this beautiful poem in our lecture notes.

Wind and Willow

2011-10-08T07:52:00.000+08:00

With playful, interesting and unpredictable nature is 'Wind'.

Standing still, giving shade and growing strong is 'Willow'.

The breezes that 'Wind' brought, could catch one's interest with stories from distant lands.
And one would love how 'Wind' plays with one's hair.
But those breezes were always unintentional.
At times, angry 'Wind' could make such a mess out of one's life.
And one day 'Wind' might just choose to leave one's side
And let one suffer under the scorching sun.
Yet, still 'Wind' has always been the best thing in one's life.

Saving one from the torturing sun, is 'Willow'
Standing still, having no stories to be told, is 'Willow'
Staring at the river as if waiting for something is 'Willow'
One enjoys sitting under 'Willow's crib, away from the sun.
And 'Willow' would show one the beautiful river life,
As if asking one to forget about the heat.
But one couldn't help but keep wondering,
Why 'Willow' weep while asking one to be happy.

Slowly and Gradually,
One found the ever lasting pleasure sitting under 'Willow'
'Willow' gives one the feeling that 'Wind' has never offered
Happily, one went back to the 'Willow's side.
Just to find 'Willow' occupied with other people.
Kids playing with 'Willow's branches,
Lovers expressing each other their love.
One feels glad that 'Willow' is no longer lonely.
One smiles for the 'Willow'
But tears inside saved for one's own loneliness.

Freedom

2011-10-08T04:50:00.000+08:00

I wanna......
Glide in the air like an Eagle,
Run across the endless green fields towards the rising sun,
Break away from the tempered sea & spin in the air like the dolphins,
Forgetting about life. Forgetting about future.

Growing up

2011-10-02T22:27:00.000+08:00

Being a grown up. Said is easier than done. Do you still remember how much we wanted to grow up when we were small? How we wished we could repair stuffs like Daddy did and how we wished we could wear make ups and high heels like our Mommy and big sisters. What we didn't know that time was how stressed Daddy was everytime he came back home after work, thinking about how much he need to earn every month, how much profit he's making this month, and how to keep his kids and wife happy. We were too young to comprehend the trouble Mommy had trying to balance her life as a mother, wife, doctor and daughter-in-law.

19 now. Not that old, but not that young either. Yet it's time to start growing up. Turning events in these years will determine what kind of adult i will end up as. A responsible one? A carefree one? Or an overly worried person? Well, I guess it's time to become mature. Or at least try to be mature. Spending Friday nights getting drunk with friends, wasting every weekday in the car hanging out with friends till 4 pm, sleeping at 7 am in the morning after being on the phone till 4 or reading manga till 4 and studying for 3 hours: these things are not gonna help me much in the future, are they?

Elegance, Dignity, Politeness, Leadership skills. I was too young and naive to treasure those when my grandpapa started teaching me about all this. Anyway, ~~you were right~~ you are always right, granda. What matter most in the world is not how awesome or how cool or how many cool friends you have, it's all about how responsible, how forgiving, how mature and how much you earn in the end.

Well, enough talking. Time to start working.

Adios Amigos.

stressed out post!.

2011-05-07T20:56:00.001+08:00

A blended mixture of stress and boredom and guilt. feeling stressed and guilty at the same time is acceptable but bored while stressed?? eh.....

well, it is possible if you think it this way.

let's start wiv stress.

sumative's coming. there's so much to do. so many body systems and mechanisms to understand, and plus the longest break after this one week break is gonna be those weekends which are 90% surely gonna b used up trying to understand the new lectures. blame the lightning speed lectures.....

how come bored? if i'm this stressed?

as i've mentioned. there seriously is soo many things to do and hence i dunno where to start and wen i begin to read every first page of each and every lecture notes wiv complete lack of interest, tat's where the boredom starts.

Therefore, GUILT!. feeling like a completely useless person who fail to accomplish so many stuffs, feeling like i've let down my parents, gosh!. so many things going on in my mind rite now. soo many things. except from the idea of how to motivate myself to study.

at these times, even the loud music in the room is found to b super annoying and feel like smashing things.

grrrrrrrrr... DND.

Complication

2011-04-13T22:25:00.000+08:00

Sometimes, it's true tat it's better not to emotionally involve in matters. Shud try to ignore your personal perceptions, which can b wrong, as in the noob cases like me. Try to see things more generally and in positive point of view. Try to understand tat everyone acts in his/her way for a reason. It's hard to understand. but as long as you dun care much, things won't eat you from the inside. xD.
Anyway, sometimes, things are really better not known.. Once you know some stuffs, you can't jus simply ignore it and let it all pass w/o feeling anth. Well, u might not understand wat i'm trying to say. cuz i dun understand any of the crap i'm typing either. My brain is a total mess for now and i can't even sort things out properly.
Summary : Jus dun think too much! and dun get emotionally involved.
P.S: i shall remain unchanged. After all, this too will pass. What the future holds is untold. Haiz~ wat a complicated life. Zzzzzzzz.

Emo-ness!!

2011-04-11T01:50:00.000+08:00

yep yep,
noticed the changes??
the background, the title?
I was supposed to pull an all day-er or all nighter doing the AIR ( assigned independent reading) topic.<-- the name itself is soo contradicting.
neway, watever, i ended up checking out MCR's NaNaNa video for the nth time! which consequently leads to listening to my MCR playlist all over again. And again watching the old MVs, sharing them on fb and bla bla bla.
oh yea and the worst thing is wasting my time finding the bakground emo image for my blog and in the support of MCR, finally choosing the black parade wallpaper from among 300 images. TADA.
ah. nvm nvm. i tot of changing my blog title to Black Rose, Dark Tears. which sound sooo emo and is a perfect much for the bakground. but sadly, not reflecting my life nor most of my post. guess i'm too happy to b a real emo kid. XD.
ok. no more wasting time now. AIR topic. shall start, i shud at least finish off the two references first.
Adios Amigos.
xoxo
not an emo kid, but an emo fan. =D

LMAO.

2011-04-09T21:29:00.000+08:00

Saw sum1 posting it on MEDT111. Jus sharing my laughter. XD.

A fun life of a Medic student

2011-04-05T21:47:00.002+08:00

Well, it was untill Darren Tan says tat "you got time to bitch about other ppl on your blog and no time to blog about your fun fun outings wiv us?"
True. i hvn't even mentioned any of their names on my blog.
Well, New life, new friends, and the uni begins.

left to rite: Darren Tan (the smart ass), Allistair Chua (shrek), Sarina Kaur ( pong pong pong???), Iyvonnne CSY ( hi 5, u're my twin/ 2 and a half man. XD), Angline EWWWWW ( she's the man. u RAWK!).
this photo was taken wen we were chilling in the "flasher" park. tat park has seriously become our hang out place.

jogging? FLASHER PARK!.
mad at someone? FLASHER PARK!
fishing or jus checking out hot fish? FLASHER PARK!.
oh yea and last but not least, CAMWHORING????? FLASHER PARK!.

See the multipurpose of the park?haha. yea it's a seriously nice place to chill out. they even hv monkeys in the park. quite big and not bad. it's in Bukit Jalil.
and nah. there ain't any flashers in tat park. it's jus a mere obsession of sum1 who wanna see a flasher. XD.
how we gang up?
time: during Orientation.
how: fate. XD.
but the thing is we went out a lot a lot. and we had too much fun. and oh yea we even did a sleepover. XD.
accding to DT and AC, we are clicking fast. XD.
anyways, too much fun + outings= failing to study hard + empty purse. XD. but still worth it.
oh yea, one bad thing terrorising me like nightmare is tat my old bad habit resurface again. skipping classes for the sake of sleeping. wth. i tot i'll b ok if i got into medic sku since there's gonna b hell lot to do. and i jus seems to be neglecting evth. lol.
lol. okie. and one thing for Darren, you have never ever made me mad or annoyed me b4. i'm jus trying to shoot you since you are always mean to me. haha. and thanks a lot dude. you're the one who bring all of us together. XD.
Ange: we hv so much in common. I've chosen you!. ( Like a Pokemon. +.+) [elaborate l8r] xP
Vonney: i think you might b the first one reading this post. LOLs. XD.
P.S. i jus now got noti on fb. Sarina's the first one who saw this. xD
love ya'll.
adios Amigos.
xoxo
i'm jus a gal.

Happy Birthday Dude!!

2011-04-02T23:09:00.000+08:00

Happy Birthday dear sum1.
Have a blast buddy. and Yes, i know you ARE having a blast with alcohol and music and friends. and yea, i am soo happy to see you having fun.
but do you know how hurtful it is when

u spend your last two days trying to save as much credit as possible
suddenly running out of credit on a saturday nite when the stupid store downstairs is close,
going thru the trouble of asking for a top up from other friends
spending the whole hour,when i was supposed to b working on my PBL,on fb,
spamming my message inbox wiv 59 messages to finally get 5 Rm credit?

and then when i finally called you, you come answering the call wiv your half drunk voice, not knowing who i am. come on! if you add up all the minutes we talked on the phone during our friendship, it cud easily make a year!.ok nvm. well, if i really look bak. he did nth wrong. it's jus tat i felt unappreciated and i'm jus being a not-understanding ass. anyway, ciao now. productivity for today is zero for now. needa pull it up. XD .

Hollywood Undead!

2011-03-29T21:39:00.002+08:00

Does anyone knows how cool it is when rap and rock are blended?
Well, technically, Eminem fans might call A7x fans 80s Bikers and A7x fans wud name Eminem fans Douchebags. But wanna try a blended Eminem and A7x?

tat's where Hollywood Undead comes in!.

personally i've never liked rap muisc. I'm all to the ROCK!. heavy metal. death music, hard core, screamo, you name it, i like it. TeeHee. <---- ( Nigahiga fever for now) XD .

ok ok enuf about my crapping and i'm gonna prove it to you. getting serious. ~~TeeHee XD.~~

Hollywood Undead is not as famous as A7x or MCR but they are still more wellknown than Fabrerdrive or Amely.
Formed in 2005 and some member issues in 2010 esp the change of lead singer ["Deuce's former singer & now it's Danny] stirs up some negative comments on youtube and has affected the popularity of the band the more or less. Nevertheless, See it for yourself. Seeing is believing. & personally speaking, i dun give a shit who's in or who's out. as long as they are producing good music, the Band still RAWK!.
Check out their latest song Hear Me Now. FYI, it's was no. 9 on billboard heatseekers for 2010.

Oh yea, FYI, try their 2009 song too. "Young" wiv the former singer.

I hate to say it but i hv to agree wiv comments saying the new MV sucks. well, not that terribly sucks as to E.P.I.C failed. nah. no way.
It's jus tat. COME ON GUYS! LET PPL SEE YOUR MOUTH MOVEMENT WHEN YOU SING!.
It's like we're looking at some "GhostFace"s "singing" when you all cover our mouths.. come on show us the energy. show us your passion!.
Well, Despite the MV, the music still ROX!.
oh yea one sucky thing about today.
I keep singing tat freaking "Friday" song over and over again. thanks to Darren for refreshing my memory.
No idea about Rebecca Black's Friday? Let your brain cells get raped HERE.
Adios Amigos.
Peace out.

2011-03-24T00:08:00.000+08:00

" The fact tat you dun like her

doesn't make her the bad person.

Different people hv different opinions.

B a Grown Up!. "

Continuous Evolution

2011-03-02T01:50:00.000+08:00

It's pretty amazing how ppl can change. Some changes over years, some over days and some over months. But there are even some ppl who changes according to their environment. You may call them "Flexible" or name them "ppl with weak personality". Anyway how, ppl do change.
I, myself,was pretty amazed by how i have changed over 8 months. Not to mention my bestfriends who have as well grow up and become mature.
LOL. the lamest thing is i'm writing a high sku esssay on my blog. LOL.
Wateves. i believe in constant evolution and adaptation.
ok nvm. i'm supposed to be reading for my PBL. i still need to get bak to my scurvy and gingivitis. X(
Adios Amigos.
xoxo.
classes started d. need to get bak to work and get real. =D
cheh. i'm talking crap. i will be going out with either John or "Gp 15" this weekend. LOLs. XD

Fiction In Motion.

2011-02-27T20:02:00.001+08:00

Plz Welcome the new Band. Fiction In Motion!!

They are still not on Wiki yet, jus like Amely. But if you guys would listen to their song 'Dun leave me Behind" and "Leaving", you will find them pretty much amazing.
Similar to: Faber Drive and Amber Pacific.
Genre : Alternative, Pop, Punk, Rock
Producer: Brian Howes ( same as Simple Plan, Boys like Gals and Daughtry)
they hv styles, they hv looks and for their music, check it out urself.
click here to check it out. =D

Adios Amigos

xoxo
I'm a fan of Rock Music. =D

Happy Birthday!!

2011-02-27T01:28:00.000+08:00

Once every year, there is one day. A day that is special only for you. =D
yep. today is my birthday...
and obviously.. jus like any other years. it started off with miserable stuffs.
an auto-switching off phone and computer, the lost "one and only" comb, freaking headache and worst of all are:
hving to w8t alone in Midvalley for like 2 hours and hving to hv my lunch at 3:30 ALONE at Kenny Rogers' =( =(.
watever, when the nite comes, everything is worth it.=D
i was super surprised by all my housemates who suddenly appear @ nandos with a cake!!!
some more, on the cake, they wrote Happy B'day Dr. Anita. LOLs. XP.
jus like the old days, we talked craps, took pictures, and some more talked craps. =D
miss 159 L. and plus i din bring my camera..... =( broken!!.
but the coolest part is i'm getting a blackberry as a present!!! YAY!!.
anyway. some ppl are being all happy getting polaroid cameras and iphone 4Gs. LOLs.

and we did snap a few shots with tat cam lo. haha. more to upload l8r... XD
Adios Amigos. :D
xoxo

Emo Corner

2011-02-24T01:51:00.000+08:00

Finally, Gradually and Slowly,
you might forget me and i might forget you as well.
becuz in this world, there never is a real 4ever.
but knowing you is always gonna be the best thing ever happen in my whole life

Finding the Thread & Getting bak on Track

2011-02-24T01:32:00.000+08:00

Hello ppl,
Where were we? Ok, why dun we start off from the day we left, Thursday 17th feb.
What i did on Friday? obviously Shopping again. damn free mah. wiv Yanz and dinner with Sue.

This is pretty much the thing we did that day la. As usual, the summary done by YANZ!. some more i'm like proud to be the third person to call her that in college. YAY!!
ok ok. let's move to sat and sunday and then we can quickly move to my orientation experiences which i'm itching to write on!!. Shoot. i shud hv taken ~~more~~ pics on the orientation day...

With Yanz again. <3

i <3 the shorts. the price is ok too. nw regretting. i shud hv bought it!! GEEZ~

ok Saturday is pretty much a shoping day also. but the torturing thing is I have to Fully RESTRAIN myself from buying any stuffs esp the high heel i'm itching to buy. nvm. still i manged to get into some shops, grab random clothes and snap pics.. HAHAHA.
then in da nite is mostly meeting up with my old mates n the day finally ends with kidnapping Annie to sleep in our rooms LOLs.
Final day! Sunday!! seriously i cooked!!! and it's Moh-Hin-Gar!!.it's our myanmar traditional food and it's pretty hard to make it edible ok. but anyway, i did the ready made one. so yea, it's still ok. =D
then.... Guess what???? SHOPPING again. this time is seriously window shopping la. no more mood d. and some more legs dun wanna carry my body. =( got sore heels after that. =(
ok the washing machine is shouting now. i might as well do some laundry and call it a day lo.
seriously i need to type down everything about my orientation. but guess it has to w8t till tmrw. =D
see you around. =D
Adios amigos
btw... I washed my orientation T-shirt myself. as in scratch it scrub it with my own HANDS!! WoooopS.
xoxo
i'm jus a gal. =D

Perfect Shopping Day

2011-02-18T00:52:00.000+08:00

Hello ppl,
Heard of any "shop till you drop"? Seriously, I literally shopped till i dropped today.
Left house at like 1:00 and jumped onto a LRT and only come bak at 8:00 with tat "jammed-with-ppl" KTM. wat a life!
Neway, complaints dun matter. i had the best shopping day ever with my best shopping buddy,slash, Roomie <3
whenever i picked up any clothes;
she: " What for? Will be stuck 5 days a week in Uni!!"
me: -__- *damn true* *drop it aldy*
but still i managed to grab a couple of clothes and tried on and took a snap.
and some more bought aNoThEr pair of SHOES!!!!
oh yea and of course dress, T-shirt and a pair of short pants. =D
getting things i wan seriously make me feeelll HAPPY!
Despite the fact that there was a walking reminder by my side, i managed to buy all of that. AWESOME ME. <3 <3
YAY!
some Snap Shots here. =D

That's my roomie. named Yune Mee. =D

transformed into a poser d. haiz~

well, wateves.

now foot got sore d. =(

and tmrw again hanging out with Yanz and Sue. hopefully can still walk. LOLs.

ok now too much slacking aldy. gotta call it a day.

Moral of today- everyone's nice once you get to know them.

P.S i'm proud to be a gal now. thanks to you. =D
k k. adios amigos.
xoxo

2011-02-17T13:47:00.000+08:00

Sunshine, Daisy, Roses, Lily,
Make me into Pretty Lady.
Wateves.. only 30 mins left for getting ready...
gotta rushy rush
Off to town... see ya soon. =D

Back and Alive Again

2011-02-16T00:22:00.000+08:00

Hello Everyone!

Finally I'm bak to Msia!

A little catch up with me; as in what i've been doing these 8 months...

A Lvls finals
IELTS test
trips and hang out wiv frenz
volunteered in CSI ( definitely not the Crime Scene Investigation, it's the Civic Society Initiative)
did house work + learned how to cook. :D
broke my last time call duration record of 3 hours with new record being 5 hours. (pity Harry for both times) :D
got accused of smth really really bad.
and YIPPEE i'm bak to Msia!!!! on 13thfeb.

So, What i'm doing now is ;

calling up and smsing old friends
getting to know with new room mate and house mates
trying to cook on my own.
and hanging out with old friends!!

and what the hell. ever since i got bak i've been shopping and shopping as if my purse is some refillable ice lemon tea.OH but the good thing is ,ppl, i was hornored wiv some awesome rewards 4 making it into the medical university, for my 4 A*s and for my IELTS scores. YAY!!
As you can see. YES! i'm made into IMU and at least that tells me i'm still on the rite track.
but still there is a long way to go and need to power thru the whole 7 yrs to bcome an actual DOC. K, enough of those nerdy stuffs.

Neways, did some crazy stuffs with Yanz today! shopping shopping obviously. Then, take pictures pictures in the fitting rooms where we aren't actually supposed to be doing. but neway, jus for the sake of camwhoring, we jus grabbed some random dresses and posed. xb.

tat's pretty much what we did and that's what Aiyan has made into the summary of today. & i "picnap" this photo from her blog. LOLs.

oh and I jus discovered that my bro got one biggy big secret and he's not telling me. Sadness~.
Oh yea. btw tmrw's gonna be a spaghetti day! Hooray! hope it turns out edible. You're free to join the yummy spaghetti dinner with DIET coke on 17th floor, with a nice view of the BLACK HIGHWAY ROAD.
k neway. wateves. nidda crash in tonite. so long ppl. :D
xoxo.
i'm having fun.
Reminder for someone: dun sleep too much honey and dun forget to give me the morning call. :D

PROM vs MAMA & YAY!! MY BLOG'S ALIVE!!!

2010-06-03T02:32:00.000+08:00

wow it's been nearly a month since i last drop by here.
well things have been pretty tough these days. got final exam CAMBRIDGE A "FREAKING" LEVEL EXAMS!!! and it's been chewing off my brain cells and making my brain to suck up all my life energy till i become so weak to type. ( too much exaggeration)

the most troublesome topic in my life now would be deciding whether to go to prom or not.
obviously it is PROM NIGHT!!! and some more there is even a chance that i can get a free ticket or a super discounted one. ( but not taking things for granted will pay in full amount if i happen to go to prom). and there will be nice nice dresses. nice nice food. hot hot guys and last nite to spend with my buddies.

HOWEVER, believe it or not. such things are a bit deviating from our culture. ( according to my grand da da) i'm not supposed to wear that kinda dress that i'm gonna buy. i'm not supposed to come bak home very late at night and worst scenario not to spend the nite outside. and yea no drinks also if a certain person is not around. pretty lame rite.

the worst thing is wen my da da says that he's disappointed in me for even taking interest in that stuff. T__T i was always daddy's gal and yea that kinda word is OUCH for me. but now thanks to mama. i seriously cannot go to prom now. she always has her way of doing stuffs and now she asked me to do some stuffs that i always wanted to do. helping with her work and now this one is the biggest thing so far that she had asked me to do. ok ok now i'm sacrificing my going-to-prom chance to take a bigger step in my life.

wow seems like i'm a bit too relax for a senior A level after all. thinking about prom at 3 am in the morning where i'm supposed to be totally absorbed in the bio i'm taking tmrw. die la anita.

but one good thing. i made a new friend. she is my classmate but we weren't that close at first. quite happy today to know more about her. fun fun...

k k i'm now feeling soo guilty of not studying while fifi is working hard behind me. k time to study now.

adios amigos.
P.S more interesting stuffs will be up after my finals.!!! i'm soo looking forward to all the trips and outings i'm gonna do. :D :D :D
P.S.S i miss you harry. after all these 13 years. you are my best best friend ever.

Journey to the past.

2010-05-07T15:37:00.000+08:00

actuallly i was about to blog about my fun fun day 2day. and then suddenly realised that it's not gonna be interesting w/o the pics.... so ... sry w8 for the pics babe.

k let me tell you what bring me bak to the past. PJ's post on fb " YAY, I'M GONNA HAVE A NEW COUSIN" and her story of how her other cousin, ( the new born one's sis) prevent every one from seeing the new born baby.
haha
some what like what shika did in the past.
if you don't mind, let us fly bak to my past....

1 yr and 6 months old shikaruto. centre of attention. can walk and talk and act cute aldi. and yep. got the single child syndrome, wanted everything to herself.

then one day, at our summer house, everyone seemed to be very very excited. Grandpapa, Grandmama and all the aunties and uncles. they all come to our house for don't know what reason.

and shika heard a car honk. Papa's home. and it's not the usual 9 pm.

and everyone run to the gate smiling smiling and grandpapa seems to be the most excited of all.

mama come down from the car holding a bundle of white cloth.
oh.. wait.. look carefully... it's moving!! and everyone around it was saying it's cute.....

1 and a half year old kid was left alone. leaning her head on the garage door and looking at everyone with clueless eyes... jus wondering why is everybody going away from me....

and then they all go into the house.... shika seemed to be invisible to them...

then later shika crawl onto grandpapa's lap where he dearly hold the bundle.

still remember what grandpapa said. " It's your brother. you got a playmate now and we got our first grandson!! aren't you happy shika??"

nah i'm annoyed. i'm jealous and he's the imposter stealing all my good things away.
yea i bullied him a lot when we were young.
and then yea i always purposely make him get into troubles..
(i.e hiding his english books and see him got scolded by grandpapa for losing stuffs)

sry Danny if you're reading this... i guess you know by now how much i tortured you wen you were young rite. and some more he still believe whatever i say and he still look up to me. ( feel guilty now)

k now should stop emoing or whatever i'm feeling... confession time over,... reading manga and
btw had a super tired day going around subang with PJ... looking for a place to do community service... (siggghhh)
sleeping at 5 and waking up at 8:30 today is also part of my suicidal jalan jalan...

k lo... very sleepy aldi now.. and tired also.... will blog l8r..
adios amigos...

My untold fairytale

2010-04-29T17:41:00.000+08:00

that was actually an outing on a weekend.

a tale bounded by the beauty of the natures and "antique" and fabulously-breath-taking buildings and artifacts. WOW. best day ever that day. and some more a touch to an asian culture. a traditional wedding actually. ok ok enough talking. pictures uploading. :D

posing with nature.

took a snap at the wedding.

actually to my surprise, they eat with hands during the wedding ceremony.

this one's the jar to wash their hands lo.

a traditional malay wedding. that's how they wear la.

seems like it's not my day. wanna upload more pics but the connection is kinda like taking-30 mins-just-to-upload-5 pics! so. KTHXBYE.

actually i hate it when ppl say it~ :D. kk more pics to be uploaded l8r. adios amigos

2010-04-22T22:13:00.000+08:00

After reading some ppl's blog. i jus realise that mine is pretty dead. haven't been blogging since after my trials. well that's cuz of two main reasons.

was on a pretty boring and suckiest holiday ever
was stuck with all the animes and cartoons and taking myself to the past. :D

OK! now that i'm too free and my mood to even look at my freaking Alevel books is totally gone~ here i am blogging.
have been at home the whole day and at 6 in the evening. i even thought my legs are gone aldi. my lappy was on my lap and i'm not moving a single muscle. using full 10% of my brain to sit in that position and stare at my code geass.
well well well. for now i'm chatting with my long lost memory and also watching my code geass. so blog l8r.
P.S i wonder if a person can really fall in love. jus out of curiosity. seeing some of my friends really falling for some gals and guys and i jus start thinking like " well it will jus die out after awhile".. now have started questioning myself if i'm too heartless in that kinda thing.
kk ciao. playing chess.

jus smth to share

2010-04-02T23:38:00.000+08:00

It's a message sent to me on fb and i find it pretty motivating+useful and cool
if you can go to the websites mentioned and skim there. it's more useful.
actually it's jus an advertisement for the book. but still. enjoy.

What skills does it take to study smart? How do you conquer your exam anxiety and ace your exams with ease? How do you make effective notes and improve your memory by leaps and bounds?

It may sound intimidating and massive to you, but trust me, the whole process will be much easier if you have someone to guide you through the process, someone who has personally achieved what you're striving towards.

As famous philosopher said, “Once the student is ready, the teacher will appear.”

To make sure you are ready for the teacher, I will like you to voice out these 5 statements below:
1) I have what it takes to succeed!
2) I am a born genius!
3) I love my life and I love myself!
4) I will handle all obstacles that come in my way!
5) I will become a Study Grandmaster!

Once you are ready, I will like to reveal your teacher to you…

1) The 10 Step Study Formula
In here, you will find out the secret formula to study smart, speed reading to gather the most amount of information, secrets of making your own notes, creative ways to improve your memory, and many, many more!
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2) Programming Your Mind to Score Distinction
In here, the teacher will reveal to you the secret to having a ‘Smarter’ brain, strengthen your beliefs, handle all obstacles, and many, many more!
http://www.studygrandmaster.com/products/Programming-Your-Mind-To-Score-Distinction/

it is sent to me( anita shikaruto) by the study grand master. follow him or view his blog at http://blog.studygrandmaster.com/
it's a cool blog with all the study tips you can find.
hope it's helpful for you.
adios amigos.

2010-04-02T23:27:00.000+08:00

today is a happy day .. went out with siri, fifi and hafiza can't stop laughing. hope tmrw's gonna be a blast like this too..
a bit emo at night tho. hope he meant it when he said that.
such a short post tonight. dun wanna go in details. will blog later.
adios amigos

shreen's birthday!!!

2010-03-24T22:56:00.000+08:00

well yea it is quite sorta like outdated aldi

since the bdae was like on sunday~

we have been like planning for that party since friday

thinking over and over again

and changing plans and places and surprises over and over again~

then finally sunday comes!

bdae of our favourite housemate! who never fail to throw each and everyone of our bdae parties!

<3<3>

ok ok i think i should skip the planning and changing plan parts

(dun wanna bore ya with our lousy plans)

kk it all started at 8pm where shereen texted me to come meet her in secret recipe.

shock struck us since we planned it at around 9

damn!

and some more ordered domino!

cannot eat anything else one~

anyway pretending to totally ignore her on her bdae is too much aldi.. so

with out guilty hearts we jus marched to secret recipe.

there she was waiting us with that not very happy look

and there we are thanking her for her treat!

kk less talking.. sharing the pictures US IN SECRET RECIPE!!!

posing inside!!!!

my mocha ice as usual.... yummy yummy

soo innocent loook la you~

trust me she's not very innocent outside..

ganas ganas one... h haaa

the bdae gal with her lasagne

my cheesey macaroni.. (no wonder i cannot lose my weight)

nessa's chicken chop

pija's spaghetti!!

last pose outside...

me with the bdae gal

gila bdae gal and my roomie pija

AGAIN!!! THANK YOU SHEREEN FOR FOR YOUR TREAT!!!!

and then the fun part is there! her surprise party at 11:00

me and pija wazawaza wait outside in the drizzle for the pizzaman...

( definitely not letting him into our apartment and blow the surprise)

then we headed to jyga's house!

cake prepared.

sorry sorry 19 yrs old gal... our bad our bad~

flour to torture prepared

cecilia with the flour "i'm gonna torture her hahaa"

sill no sign of the gal

one call came

"the gal is mad and locking herself in her room"

then nessa faked faked some stories and lured her out of her room

there come the queen

but l8r she noticed about the party and mad at us all for tricking her

and then...........

ran away and go hid somewhere

=.= =.= =.=

hai~ that night was pretty much drama...

then after 1 hour l8r come bak... we dragged her to jyga's house and there boommmm

the fun part starts,......

they all dragged her to the planned site

attack begins!!seems like a tear gas bomb...

but trust me it's flour that make everything blur

shereen: cough cough " i got ambushed"

cough cough "flour in my mouth"

nessa: are you ok?

cecilia: so damn funny la~

she revenged me and jyga for the flour assault :((( we suffered..

she looks like an obachan from behind.. wakakaa

some more make her more delicious with cake~..

attackers: haffiza, jyga, me... he heee still not learning..

cleaning the messs... that's pija, jyga and shereen..

the photographer is me..

i know i fail..

sorry pija~

nessa's taking care of the mess inside..... she's gonna make a good housewife..

congrats zahid.. ha haaa

well fun was fun and i went to bed at 4 that day~ luckily i made for the class the next day..

consider miracle for a sleepaholic like me.. ha haa

well well welll trials coming on tuesdays and here i am bloggin..... damn!

should get more serious..

will blog later,...

adios amigos

books books books

2010-03-20T20:33:00.000+08:00

J.F Archer's
Robin Cook's
and Mary jones's
and many other published by CIE..
well yea it's not my fault that CIE books and Mary jones's book don't seem appealing to me...
going for Robin Cook's 'Mutation"...wakaka

P.S i take back my words saying robin cook's better than A.J Cronin and J.F Archer.

adios
will blog later.....

2010-03-20T00:42:00.000+08:00

jus three words
A2 trial exams!!!!!!!
arghhhhhhhhhh
description: freaked out, panic, drop dead, stressed, mental break down,

to summarize: die die die i gave up~
delete the previous post~ no climb!!!
ARRRGGG

2010-03-14T00:15:00.000+08:00

The Climb

I can almost see it
That dream I am dreaming
But there's a voice inside my head saying
"You'll never reach it"

Every step I'm taking
Every move I make feels
Lost with no direction
My faith is shaking

But I gotta keep trying
Gotta keep my head held high

There's always gonna be another mountain
I'm always gonna wanna make it move
Always gonna be a uphill battle
Sometimes I'm gonna have to lose

Ain't about how fast I get there
Ain't about what's waiting on the other side
It's the climb

The struggles I'm facing
The chances I'm taking
Sometimes might knock me down
But no, I'm not breaking

I may not know it
But these are the moments that
I'm gonna remember most, yeah
Just gotta keep going

And I, I got to be strong
Just keep pushing on

'Cause there's always gonna be another mountain
I'm always gonna wanna make it move
Always gonna be a uphill battle
Sometimes I'm gonna have to lose

Ain't about how fast I get there
Ain't about what's waiting on the other side
It's the climb, yeah!

There's always gonna be another mountain
I'm always gonna wanna make it move
Always gonna be an uphill battle
Somebody's gonna have to lose

Ain't about how fast I get there
Ain't about what's waiting on the other side
It's the climb, yeah!

P.S yes i guess i jus have to keep on climbing too~

It was 26th feb!!

2010-02-27T14:09:00.000+08:00

yep yep my day starts with a loud message ring tone ignited by Sue.

"today is your day mon oo.. don't study at home.. go out and have fun"
that was what she said and what i told myself..
maximum fun was waiting for me outside

well yea 1 thing for sure surprise was knocking at my door at that time..
my ex roomates.. Manju, Nissha and Reg they all banging my door and
hugging me once it's open
yea quite sorry for them that i haven't even brush my teeth that time...
was quite early for me...

had breakfast in McD.. they all belanja me there..
and (curse myself) din charged my cam last night..
so sorry for no photo upload to share my happiness and surprise..

well later that day far more fun was awaiting....

we went to newway and rock our way....
enough talking i guess.. let the pictures do the talking.....

guess they all signing the malay song... P.S.. PJ that is the remote not the mic :P

must be the malay song they all signing... no idea what it is tho...~still signing that song i guesss..... i'm the photographer!! ^^

yea i know POSERS!!

BASH!!! yea yea you seems a bit like a wax~ :P

yea yea our fav place for photos.... women's!!! P.S.. PJ ???

my roomies rocking.... PJ seems like rapping.. @___@

we all enjoying our lives.....credits to nessa for the photo
oh yea and then we went to sunway watched movie....
" From Paris with Love"
not that nice lo... may be it's jus that losing my ability to enjoy stuffs... who knows..
well no more battery in my cam when we reached sunway... n omore photo folks.~
so adios for now.....
going bak to my presentation.....
deadline's on monday and yet dunno where am i now??
@___@

oh yea one wierd thing~
why do mums like to add their children's friends on fb these days??
my mum has started to add some of my friends and so do one of my other friend's mum...
god knows why~
kk seriously adios amigos <3 <3

my wish and my day

2010-02-26T01:38:00.000+08:00

yep yep i'm officially 18
timee to stand for my self and continue surviving independently
no more giving headaches to my parents and no more asking others to help me with my little problems
that's what i intend la
well, my birthday wish time........

wish i can become a neurologist or a cardiologist in Ausy or UK ( which ever one i go la)
be a proud daughter of my parents and proud grand daughter of my grand mama and dada
buy my dream house
have a happy family of my own
and well for now.. i will be contented with some A/ A*s and getting into my dream uni...

yep yep i know i'm greedy.. want soo many wishes to be granted...

oh yea...
actually tonight was a good good nite..
jus like ai yan say la
ai yan house got open house party
all makan makan and some more drink and gumble there
nice to see jia yi and evonne bak again...
and then

yea yea..
a nice drive to there and bak home with aron, yin , rabin, jaz, yee voon and yvonne
yin sometimes suddenly got high and sceamed on the car and well shocked me, who was happened to be sitting beside her out of my life,

pity jia yi's car tho...
the four tires all got flat cuz of 7 heavy guys and 1 gal's weight...
pity the tire... tsk tsk

any way,.......
thanks you guys for the bdae song b4 we all go bak and those who wishing me my humble thanks all go to you all too...

P.S sorry for calling you soo late pal... my brain was not working that time
kk adios amigos

my latest addiction

2010-02-24T22:43:00.000+08:00

A prisoner of birth....
or shall i say modern day "The count of Monte Cristo"???
Jeffery Archer seems to be reading a lot of Alexander Dumas's books these days...
the whole plot seems to be based on Dumas's count of monte cristo..
the villains are from super high class..
the main hero was wrongly accused and sentenced to be a lifer in a super highly secure prison which in both novel the hero some how managed to escape
and with the turning of the fortune wheel
Edmand dante and Daniel cartwright become weellll... super damn rich!!!
walking freely as a free man and seeking for revenge
well anyway.....
*clap clap clap* thousand cheers for both Alexender Dumas and Jeffery Archer

although the overall view might seem similar, both of the authors managed to produced undroppable books and make me stayed up for nights...
in the character Alex Readmyne some of the smart reflections from Kane and Able and Prodigal daughter can be found...
the carefully plotted talks and meetings and the trials are cool
and well i'm already sounding like a geek...
will blog later

EMO....

2010-02-13T01:51:00.000+08:00

it took me such a long time to realise that
i got depressed too easily when i cannot talk to you
the moment i talk to you..
my misery and depression will jus boom
and disappear..
how long will it take for you to realise that
or do you even feel that way???

P.S jus being emo.. don't think too much ppl

Lightning thief X2 = Zzzz Zzzz Zzzz

2010-02-12T22:56:00.000+08:00

percy jackson and the lightning thief...
sound familiar.. even the name sound kinda like similar to harry potter...
ohhh and such a coincidence.. the director is the same person chris columbus!!!
well the movie in my opinion is ok ok la.
the plot is smth new.. smth sorta like harry potter
but introducing you into a whole new wolrd of greek gods
however, the characters are sorta weak in a way that they have really weak background.
and things mostly seems to happen out of the blue
plus some actors are either newbies or trying to be modest... who knows.. * shrug*

anyway three cheers for logan lerman.. for his cute pretty boy face..
and the cool computer effects when percy uses his water power...
and the part where the hero and the main villian fight flying with CONVEST (not FIREBOLT)!!!
they somehow give me an excuse to stay awake for the last part....

but while they were getting the second and third pearls i totally dozed off... Zzzzzzz

well what do you expect from a person watching a movie she doesn't really fancy for the second time...

btw there is one funny part there....

HERMES uses Convest sneakers!!!!! not the golden sandles we normally see in the myth!!!!
COOLNESS~

the shoes we normally see in the myth........
for the Percy Jackson version...
imagine a pair of convest shoes with wings... LOL

2010-02-10T23:58:00.000+08:00

had a happy day jalan-jalan with shark and manju akka
feel guilty for not going to school today
freaking headaches becoming more and more severe these days
should not sleep late
wish i could upload pics from today
but shark was not wearing tudong while we tried out those cute dresses..
whatever... bio test tmrw... should go bak to studying my butt offff.

thanks giving day!!!

2009-11-25T21:41:00.000+08:00

this is the 4th thursday of november and today is the thanks giving day!!!
yay!!!
a chance for us to say thank you to ppl in our life!!

ok

let me start..
first of all
mum and dad..
thank you for bringing me to this world and on top of all sacrificing your dream of living together with us when you retired..
i know how much it takes from you to send both of us abroad and i know that you are concerned with our dreams and our future more than your happpiness..
if it is not called love i don't know what else will b named like that..
for all these dad and mum.. i will work hard and fulfill my dreams and b a daughter you will always b proud of..

secondly,
my friends..
Harry,Wut yee, Nate, Khit Khit, Jaz and Evonne
well
Harry
no need to elaborate more..
thanks for listening to my craps,
cheering me up when i'm down and
letting me feel like there is always someone who would b my 4ever besttie...
thank you for being my friend for such a long time
(btw to my astonishment we've been friends for a decade).. make it sounds soo long..

Wut yee
thank you for all these advice you gave me since i got to malaysia..
you have been such a good emotional suppport for me..
and thanks for telling me your secrets and asking me my opinion.
you make me feel like i'm at least kinda special for someone (dunno whether true or not).. and yes you ARE my someone special too.. you'll remain in my life..1314( for eternity)
P.S i'm still waiting for the spaghetti

Nate..
Tolerating all your sarcasm, yelling and lousy lectures,
i hope that clear shows that how important you are to me.
despite all these things i did to make you mad
and all the bad things i did to you during 8th standard, i'm sorry........
and well thank you very much for being my besttie neglecting what i did to you
and thank you for sharing your feelings and fears with me...
i know that i'm your no.1... doesn't matter if i'm not either... LOL
P.S i will try to use your technique

Khit Khit
thank you khit khit for changing me into a person who i am today
actually you may not know it, i'm not used to b like i am now....
you are my first inspiration
and after i became friends with you i think i became a better person than i used to b
and so all i can say now is thank you to you
and i think i rather tell you in detail in g talk... XP..
cuz you changed my embrassingly ugly nature....

jaz and evonne
you guys might know that i feel very scared and insecure
and not used to being in a foregin country ALONE.
I think i told jaz on the first day..and now let me say
thank you to both of you for making me feel malaysia welcomes me and
helping me get used to my environment ,the customs of msia and the life here..
you won't b able to imagine how big the effect of the words you guys say and the things you guys do on me..
if you guys think i'm seriously becoming like a malaysian,
then it's all thanks to you la~

and finally the last but not the least
my teachers..
"students owe teachers their gratitude", say some books..
that's what i used to know and aware of
now it's smth i feel like..
yes true
today i have made my way up to malaysia ...
(i'm not saying that i did good things and i'm gonna b the top of the world)...
but all the good things that happen to me at school and in my life are
becuz of the teachers who taught me since primary school...
the knowledge they planted in me become very useful in my life.
.(not jus for applying uni.. literally in the decisions i make for my life)
so may i say thank you to all my teachers and lecturers

well,..it looks like some emotional person writing all the flattery words online..
i hope my specials ones could see the true deep feelings behind those words...
may all people say remember to say thank you to other ppl.

ten tips for your brain

2009-11-22T15:48:00.000+08:00

These are the ten useful tips to maximize your brain power.. i found it on a website and thought it might b useful for ppl.. so i jus copy it.. hope you find it useful..

Keep Learning -It's best to think of the brain like any other muscle. If you don't use it, it becomes weak. For this reason, you should always be learning new things. Whether you learn from reading the newspaper every day or by visiting new museums, the important thing is that your brain is always working to store new information.
Exercise Regularly - Physical exercise plays a significant role in your mental health. It increases the formation of new brain cells, and strengthens the portions of the brain responsible for memory and learning. In short, a fit body is a fit mind.
Interact with Others - Regular social interaction with others can help you keep your brain sharp. In addition to learning new things from other people, just the simple act of dealing with people can keep your brain functioning at a high level. Interacting with others is the same as exercising your brain.
Challenge Your Mind - Experts recommend challenging your mind regularly with puzzles, brain teasers, music, arts and crafts, mathematics, and other stimulating activities. Brain fitness exercises work out your brain, and keep you in top mental health. For example, playing sudoku.. ( see harry... playing sudoku makes you brainy.. don't tell me i'm wasting my time)
Sleep Well - Getting plenty of rest is necessary for both physical and mental health. Your brain simply cannot function properly if you're always running around on 2 hours of sleep. Rest up so that your brain can stay its sharpest.
Reduce Stress - Stress management is crucial to helping you sharpen your mind. If you let your stress run your life, your mind will become weak and overloaded with the stress. Reduce stress as much as possible to sharpen your mind.
Eat Properly - A proper diet does more than help you maintain a nice figure; it also keeps your brain functioning properly. A healthy diet gives your brain the fuel needed to run properly.
Do Something New -If you get stuck following the same routine every day, your brain won't ever be challenged. Do something different for a change. Maybe you can take a different route to work. Or, you could do something minor like change the music you listen to. Just do something to switch things up, and your brain will remain fit.
Sharpen Senses - This is an interesting workout for your brain. Try to sharpen your senses by removing one of them from an activity. For instance, try to eat with your eyes closed. Or, try to brush your teeth with the opposite hand. Little things like this will make you concentrate, sharpening your brain.
Take Supplements - Brain support supplements can help your brain stay in its peak condition. Products like Constant Focus give your brain the nutrients it needs to remain strong. They also help ward off forgetfulness and other mental conditions.

i'm a dead meat...

2009-11-22T15:25:00.000+08:00

cannot finish my maths
olympiad surely gonna fail one....
and jus now realise that i don't know anything for my A2..
some chemistry note got lost
and i have a feeling of i got damn lots to do
yet don't know where to start..
i'm cornered... i'm dead and i'm doomed...

after the finals.....

2009-11-21T23:31:00.000+08:00

finally my AS finals is over..
( though it doesn't change the fact that A2 is worse and traumatic A2 final is becoming nearer and nearer) it is really nice to say it out loud..
ONE DEMON IS BOMBED!!! ONLI ONE MORE DEMON TO SLAY!!!!

so what i did after my AS...
first of all i was tortured by evonne's loud and so-called-stress-releasing scream near my ear that made me jumped!!!!
then evone, kai ling, yi yan and yi mei started running for no reason...
from the main campus to TBS where yi yan's mum is waiting for the princesses... wth
then thanks to yi yan's mum we reached sunway pyramid....

we watched 2012 which is quite"unrealistic" and to some of my frenz who are scared of the DOOMSDAY on 21st dec 2012.. i suggest you go watch that movie.. at first when i listened to you guys freaking out about that i was kinda like ok possible... mayb??
then after i 've seen that movie i was like never mind surely won't happen one..
so dramatic and everything happens so suddenly..
anyway have to admit that the sound effects are cool
and bonus points for showing the humanity and people becoming selfish
when it comes to their life
i was so touched to discover that tho ppl all fighting fighting for their own survival, they still sacrifice their lives for their children's sake!!!
whhoooo...................... touched!!!!!
and yep admit it
i cried two or three times during the show time.... ( supposed to b a secret)
anyway i wasn't paying much attention to the last parts cuz i was busy texting my PIJA...

well, after the movie is my favourite time!!!!
LUNCH AT SUSHI KING!!!!!
COOLNESS MY THIRD FAVOURITE FOOD IN THE WORLD!!!( of course sushi still cannot beat coffee and ice cream)

there oso cannot enjoy my sushi and talk talk with my galfrenz till the end..
( sad part is i cannot do the shopping shopping thing with you guys and
missed the part where evonne try out a girly girly dress) :'( sad...
it is all cuz pija and ridima were calling me and telling me to rush to the cinema for
the SECOND TIME
thank god they din wanna watch 2012 and pija decided to go tot the astro boy!!
coolness i love animations!!
it was an ok ok film
i feel sorry for the producers of astro boy..
it should have done better if 2012 is not on cinema
and it onli get worse since the new moon is oso coming soon...

then we go round and round and round and
me jus window shopping plus trying out all the dresses that i won't normally wear to go out,
ridima buying all the stuffs in every shop we go in
and pija and me taking like ages in the anime shop making ridima frustrated..
well, we love animes and got lost in our thoughts and deciding which anime to buy...
i was soo happy to see all my beloved animes there

time flies and it was aldi 8 when we finally look at our watches with weary eyes...
ok ok dinner time
oso in sunway at nandos due to the nicey nice chicken there (acc to pija and ridima)
din know about the chicken but my mango smooothies was jus a normal ice blended mango juice...
wishing banana split which they don't have and substituing my imagination with mango smoothies which has nothing to do with it and doesn't even taste similar ( cuz split is icecream and smoothies is drinks) , was my bad..

then onli at 9 we went bak
climbing the stairs with our no-longer-wanna-walk legs
and me rushing to talk to my dad....
still cannot get contact with mummy tho got her cell phone number finally..
her cell was kinda like either 4ever busy or out of service... crap i got a lot to tell her

and good news!!!!my negotiation with Ms Mary Ng went well...
glad to hear my bro saying i owe you one now...
ha haaa now he has no choice but have to do 3 things i say when i reached bak myanmar..
i'm gonna ask that prince to clean the guest room toilet
and go buy a cd in downtown
without :

using the driver
using our car
calling the shop to deliver..

i'm gonna make him take the bus!!! muaha haa haaa.. i'm soo evil....
for the third request..... still thinking...
ok ok i'm saying all the nonsense craps here..even i'm getting bored typing all these...
blog later...

2009-11-14T23:28:00.000+08:00

Mum i posted this post jus for you!!!!!... i wish you would see this post..
anyway i'm surely gonna ask you to check my post somehow...
well mum, i wish you would see this post, know my love, get stronger and
do your best in your seminar in japan!!!!!

My Greatest Lady

Mom, you carried me in your womb
And took me on your lap,
Cheered me up.

Mom, you always protected me lovingly,
Taught me kindly,
And advised me wisely.

Mom, I am not afraid of the guns
When I am locked in your arms.

Mom, people say that;
“Mother’s Love is great as the ocean”
So my definition of your love is the definitely same on that.

Mom, so great is my gratitude
That I give you my hearty salute
Your love for me is so pure
That I’ll never forget it, I’m sure.

I Love you Mom…
And Thank you mom…
For all your love, care
And guidance.

ssee mum... you are such a great lady.you really really do make me believe in myself..
now i wish i could make you feel the same way..
all you have to do is jus trust in yourself, b confident...
chill...
you did a great thing in thailand aldi... professors in malaysia like you oso
and now japan will b nth.. it's jus a seminar.. don't worry....
i believe in my mum like the way you believe in me..

jia you!!!!!

gambehteh!!!!

P.S i know that you are gonna get all emotional after reading this.... jus don't cry..
esp in the office in front of your staffs...lol
and plus i think aunty win min wrote this poem ,clearly not me.....he heee..

i cooked!!!!

2009-11-13T23:05:00.000+08:00

well yea i cooked today.. it's really really rare for me to cook..
the reason is simple i can't cook...
everytime i try it somehow went wrong
that is soo demotivating and tat's why i don't do the cooking usually and plus i'm lazy to cook
but today for a don't-know-what reason i wanna eat smth i make so i cooked..
yay...............
but as usual it turned out to b "inedible" and it is soooo salty that i cannot finish it..
. instead i finished the whole bottle of bliss... LOL
and guess what i made......... actually it's jus maggie goreng and i screwed up LOL
such an easy process and still produced something inedible..
when i proudly show it to my room mate and ask her if she wanna try..
at first her expression was like

" wow anita's good gal aldi.. starting to cook for herself"....

and then when she saw what i made she was like

"no thanks you try first"...

thank god i din forced her to taste later she got food poisoned..LOL
anyway i tried and now i know that
i don't need to add both salt and oyster sauce to a maggie+egg
while i have aldi added the flavored powder.

" don't say that you fail 1000 times if 1000 of your experiments din work out.. it is jus that you have found 1000 things to avoid to achieve the success" -thomas alva edison..

well yea sooo i'm gonna try again(tho my roomy say don't)XP..sorry bash..

yummy yummy life is delicious

2009-11-10T15:10:00.000+08:00

The last two days was my hell. i started panicking since i felt like i even forgot what biology is.....( a bit exaggeration)
Actually ever since i have finished chem paper 2 and maths paper 6 i planned on revising both physics and bio and well of course hoping to give my best shot in the coming exam.

However, things never go as i planned and i ended up wasting three days going out, watching ugly betty ,kyle xy and of course my beloved animes, plus my daily routine..... sudoku.
So the last two days b4 my bio i started panicking,filled my stock with instant noodles and din leave my room and the books for two whole days... coolness becoming nerdy aldi...

Anyway the coolest part was being able to finish the whole essential biology for AS (excluding the chapters out of our syllabus ones) in ONE FREAKING DAY!!!! and plus three past year papers for paper 1...
WHOO.........................................quite a lot rite.

yeah i was also surprised when i realised what i have finished....
well anyway... ..cramming is bad
and last minute work really gave me heart attack
plus i onli managed to finished up to may/june 2004......swt.....
and got shocked to hear ppl saying they did the past year twice....
whatever.... hard work pays off... did ok ok today... and it feels really nice when you know that you have something good to tell your parents and make them happy......
what's more my dad jus now told me the detailed holiday plan!!!!!
we are going not only jus the ancient city of Bagan but also second capital Mandalay, Pyin Oo Lwin and another place i don't know...that was soo cool
let alone the ancient city... the one week family plan is sooo awesome..
i can have my parents all to myself for one week for god sake... no need to share mum with her patients and her supervisors.... cool cool cool can't wait to go bak aldi...
that's why i say life is yummy!!!! life is cool!!!

intoduction; dozo yoroshiku

2009-11-07T14:44:00.000+08:00

jus an intoduction today. hi i'm wai mon oo from myanmar( i enlarged the font size cuz i lv my country,lolz tho it has nothing to do with the font size). i started blogging today. at first i was soo against blogging for don't-know-what reason and now i jus started blogging for don't-know-what reasons again.
ummm... guess i wanna start with a summary of my life. I studied in Yangon,the capital of myanmar for 16 years and now i'm in malaysia doing A levels and fighting for my dreams of becoming a neurologist. The reason is a bit wierd; to find out more abouut human brains and how to maximize the capacity of our brains.....well since i'm now in the middle of my AS finals and supposed to b studying, i think i should go bak to my studies and come bak blogging, mayb tmrw??
then i guess that's it... everybody dozo yoroshiku.